Green meadow

In my dream I went to a pacify place that pampered by the sun, sheltered from the wind, and blessed with green meadow. There was an old willow, a loner standing all alone in the middle of this width meadow. He was quite luxuriant, but looks so hubbub afar, his leaves were wiggling sweep by the breeze. While the orioles singing canticle on the branches like Fljótavík from Sigur Rós, a mellifluous solemn song for nature. Nature is everywhere in the stillness and isolation. So I lay down in this green meadow under this old lonely willow. And time seems to pass more slowly here. Oh….how simply

Transmitter Stars

You see the stars, So I tell you …
Nobody watched me before, now I am watched.
By your bare eye
Across your ceiling
Emerge murmuring round your room
Like artificial fluorescent stars glowing in the dark
When you turning off the lights
I’m not hiding from you, didn’t I?
I love to be found
You see the stars
Their gleam transmitting stories to you, it corresponds.
Between you and me
In the splendid secret of your own night skies
Blinking in north, blinking in south
It’s a glow of pale autumn yellow
It’s a glow of black dim
Like the stars that guides the sailor's way
Blinking in east, blinking in west
Tracing its patterns with your fingertips
patched together and connected
Look ….You’ll see the outline now
A small constellation
Tell me what do you see?
When you see the stars
Make a wish as you’re expect me
Like what you wish for
When you see the stars
Then I catch a dream
When you see the stars
I feel the wind calling me
When you see the stars
I wished to never see you sad
When you see the stars
I wished to see you smile
When you see the stars
Then I wish to see you as a moon
When you see the stars
Then I wish to see you back as the rainbow
Star with moon or rainbow
They’re amazing, full of majesty
Undeniable natural beauty
Star and moon are compatible
Harmonious, uncomplicated, …aren’t they so sweet?
Whatever the reason behind its creating
Star and moon always bound
Their constant friendship has enchant the whole universe
Sometimes they come together
Sometimes each one alone
Moon sad under a starless sky
Star crying in a moonless night
That’s how we must did
So when you see the stars
I’m one with myself, …one with the world, …one with everything
And I feel you
Wherever, whoever or whatever yesterday passed away
You’ll find me today
Hope, Peace, miracle and cherish
Dreaming …..dreaming
Forever and forever
So take my thank, …dear reader of the stars
as our night prepares for sleep.

Phantasmagoric film

I’m very fond of films
Always spellbound by Tim Burton
The ambience of supernatural illusions
as seen in dreams, fever or fairyland.
Pale skin and gothic’s eyes
Weird persons and neuralgic antagonist
The fumes comes out from the gigantic smokestack’s tower in the mid of town from distance
Gloomy sky and hazy
Perfect illustrations of absurdly phantasm mind.
Oh God! …I really want to make this kind of phantasmagoric film.
Using the art work figures of Ray Caesar
and Tim Burton as my producer.
A film about phantasmagoria.

Legendary street named Braga

Peoples has been customary known the street of Braga. A legendary famed of a street name, it’s one of the oldest and most important street in Bandung since the period of Netherland’s colonization government. Until now name of this street has been settled as an icon and tourism object in Bandung. And every year’s end there’s always festival of arts and culture held on this street. Definitely this street has so many amazing history, as amazing as Bandung its self.

So …follow me take a stroll this fabulous street.

I was passing by this street after meet my colleague. This street has always subjugate this heart each time I’m passing it by. Actually I’ve been passing through this street many times, till I can’t remember it anymore how many times. But always feel pleasure whenever I’m being in this street area. If we refer to other prominent streets, this street is not so wide and long. The sidewalk so close by within the street, like we’re being in the other side of Bandung, it’s more like Europe’s ambience. Perhaps the buildings and stores in this street areas which has been built since the Netherland’s colonization ( Hindia-Belanda ) has been planned and arranged to be keeping up with the models in Europe, accordance to the development of Bandung at that period ( 1920 – 1940’s ). See ….On the left and right side of the street there are several stores which are possess the characteristic of old architectural shape from the Netherland’s colonization ( Hindia – Belanda ). And it has been kept up fine, one of them for example is Kimia Farma pharmacy, and Gedung Merdeka ( Asia-Afrika’s building, formerly Societeit Concordia’s building ). There are also several interesting antique shops along this street, as well as traditional craft stores and excellent paintings. Yeah …You might found plenty of good paintings sell on this street.

Oh …ya, there are always peoples doing something, mostly photography along this street. So if you are intend to come to Bandung, or being in Bandung already …don’t forget to attending to this street, see the tracks of old history and each buildings restored to its own former glory.

Refraction and lost

It's just so hard to stay
It's just so hard to stay
It's just so hard to stay
And so easy to run away
When there’s nothing that you can trust
When there’s nothing holding you out
When there’s nothing of love remain.

Wanderlust

I want to runaway

I want a liberty

I want to be in somewhere, nowhere, a new where…

I want to flap my wing, diving to the new lands

I want to be in Land’s End

I want to explode

I want to explore

I want to go to the unmarked places on the world’s map

I want to go to the unknown places

I want to try something new

I want the barriers, and subdue the barriers

I want to live, taste the experiences and learn from the great peoples

I want to diffuse and live friendly with the environment

I want to wandering to the each corners of the world,

to the subfreezing places

to the warmest places and wind circulating

to the sun rising up and setting down

to the place where two continents meeting

to the places where wildlife animal run free

to the concrete’s jungle with the city lights

to the land with shade yearning trees,

so I can sitting comfortably underneath of them

to the clear oceans and see the horizon line

to the spread out wide blue sky, piercing the clouds

trespassing to renowned airports

trespassing to the nations’ borders

absorbed to the classical beauty of the blue continent

I want to breaking loss

I want to be free, like a mountain range hawks

I want to see more different cultures

I want to understand more different languages

I want to walk among the peoples walking fast

I want to attend to the new places,

I want to fuse, scream, burst, bounce around, excite, flare, explore, dream, and discover.

This yearning

I was perplexed by this feeling
No one could understand it
Could I see again that beautiful Angel?
My morning star
Between each new days
Between the times that I spent
Between peoples on the streets
Between the festivity
Or even between in my night’s dream
Oh God,…I’m asking you a second chance

Goodnight Earth

Tonight I got nothing to do
Sitting here on the balcony in front of my room
Winds blowing softly occasionally
Infiltrate between anything they met
The night sky is so quite
And the stars scattered
Like chocolate grains spread out on bread
So, I look into those stars
Wish I could see them closer ....closer and closer
How’s it going to be if I was being there?
in one of those stars
I’ll be definitely felt so touched
To see the earth
a place where I dwell.

My fondest wishes in Brand New Year

In next few moment we gonna say goodbye to this year. I try to reminiscing all the precious moments has past, remembering how my wishes, my experiences and my friends enriched my life. I was learning the lessons from the troubling times, applying what I have learned about life during the last twelve months. I was so proud that all my dreams makes me kept flared up.

As usual I always proclaim to myself each year change. That I will stronger and better than before, I will walk unafraid in my significant steps. In this coming new year of 2009 I have to invent something beneficial as each day will grow. I’ll swear that I focused on my goals and works toward my dreams, I would never stop believing in them.

So,...HAPPY NEW YEAR my friends! I wish for you a peaceful life with happiness galore and new hopes. May it bring more joy and success, less grief and regret. Just convinced that we may realize our fondest dreams!
Goodbye 2008, May the good times live on in our memories!

Flawless day

Look this day
It has been pronounced by nature
The sun is smiling
I see that glowing light
Through the leaves
I hear the cheerfulness of birds on courtyard
Winds leap over the flowery hills
Flew millions of hopes
So take a look at this day
Our hopes blossom in quantity
I wish, it’ll last forever.

Summer butterfly

The life of mine
Is like a butterfly
So colorful and free
Where the day is beautiful
There it will be
The life of mine
Is like a butterfly
Fly away
Cross over the spring’s flowers in bloom
See the wonderful places
I’m liberality free
I’m free

Dismal day

Have you experienced a friendship that you were exalted to be something valuable for whole rest days in your life, but you haven’t. How does it feels? It’s hurt ….. certainly!

Have you praise your friendship and ordering that it will lasting forever, but it’s only going on temporary. How does it feels? Bloody disappointed!

Have you got friends, but they don’t make you feel happy. It’s sad you bad.

Have you imagine from all those long moments have been through, your friends still doesn’t know how to treat your feeling. your heart is fragile, and they making it fool. When they hurt your feeling, it was felt inside of the heart and your heart shrinking becomes smaller, smaller and smaller. If they are human enough, they weren’t hurting over again your feeling. But they were....

Have you got your closest friends, but finally you have to curse them out “ Miststück!” …….”Elender mist!” …….”Scheiße!”.

Have you expect on someone who is your closest friend about a really great expectation that she will help you when you were fall to walk to a new where. But she actually couldn’t …..maybe she was just pretending wants to help. She is keep busy with her talks while your feeling has ignored. I’m sad, It’s make me want to spilled my tears.

You always prepared to sacrifice for your friendship, because you were too innocence to respecting the friendship, where they don’t consider it all. Maybe they don’t want to be friend with a person kind by nature. and I don't need any reward for the sacrifice.

For me …..Friendship is all about feeling, and feeling is in our heart. But unfortunately your friends don’t know HOW BEAUTY THE FRIENDSHIP WAS, IF HEART WAS SPOKEN.

If friends are so cruel, who else should I trust?

Maybe it is time for me “don’t trust to anybody”. Yeah…..”TRUST NOBODY” and you will secure. Starting this moment I’m not gonna trust anybody easily.

Well,….if intimate friendship doesn’t make me feel happy and kept me disappointed, so I will make a DISTANCE.

I’m feeling so sad to understanding that my friends should gone by this way.

I’M IN THE PLACE THAT I DON’T WANT TO BE

“Clouds are falling to pieces, covering the ground.
My heart in hibernation
I woke up to the sound of the beating wings
Migrating home
Cause I’m fall
Falling
Like an autumn leaf
Carried on the breeze.”

KickFest 2008

It is the biggest Local Creativities and Clothing Expo. Which is held on the location of Gasibu square-field Bandung ( 1-3 August 2008 ).

British Council on KickFest 2008

Well,...today I'm going out to KickFest 2008. It's kind a fabulous fest / expo in Bandung which is held every year. Right now I'm visiting The British Council's Stage.

You can visit the British Council site Here :
http://www.britishcouncil.or.id/